Bad Day's

I really think I am going to have to start keeping a journal to see what gets me down and what determines that I'll have a good day.

Other times I feel like I am doing fine, and then a wave of depression will smack me right in the face. This happened last night, while I was at a birthday celebration for christ sake. I just don't understand it. At all. I fucking hate being this unpredictable. It's not fun for me or those around me, I can guarantee it.

I think I am going to head to bed for the evening. I'll see how long I stay there.